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[hoisinsauce]

I TAKE IT BACK, GO BACK TO FUCKING THE HOUSE!

(https://secretfanspace.dreamwidth.org/2511.html?thread=3560655#cmt3560655)

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Re: How's Life?

[(Anonymous)]

Topic came up at work that I'm sensitive about; feels ott to call it trauma but I don't know what *to* call it; been like 6 hours and I'm still teary and frazzled; when does it enddddd. +_+ Every time I think I have enough distance, some tiny thing happens and my whole body is sick. Knew it was a mistake to enter the convo, but alternative is ignoring all convos and never getting any better with it. lol triggerrrrrrd. Ugh. Plus it's over something stupid (think like "discussions over whether online shopping or physical shopping is better for business". Not really that but that kind of level of "should not be emotional in any way" topic. x'D halp im broken).

At least I happen to be writing about this whole kind of thing atm. Grist for the mill.

Re: How's Life?

[(Anonymous)]

SD

There's an area I'm expert in. Thinking about it makes me ill, so I try to stay away from that work, these days. But then I see people with less expertise getting it wrong, and it makes me want to comment or give pointers, etc. Hence my dilemma. :')

Re: How's Life?

[(Anonymous)]

SD

So I either keep my knowledge quiet, ignore all discussion, and get perceived as junior (with corresponding dents to my career), or I speak up and get sick (and probably still get perceived as junior, lol).

Re: How's Life?

[(Anonymous)]

Sympathies dan. Can't really say much else besides that, though I self-identify as a walking bundle of anxiety.